Im a 20 year old college student with no life and I am fucking done.

Truthfully, I just dont feel fulfilled with meaningless sex whatsoever. Its fun in the moment, but I know that I want more. But whenever I start considering a good girl (religious, smart, beautiful, good family) I run into the same fucking problem. There are a thousand dudes around them who already have their shit together and I cant compete in the long game and Im objectively a poor match for this kind of girl.

This last one was the tipping point. I was working my shitty desk job at the gym and I chatted her up. Solid 10. Got her number and talking to her more and learned I had found a unicorn. Trump supporter, military family, religious, and a late bloomer. I caught some mild oneitis but after a few days of talking she drops the bomb. She has a military boyfriend. I was just prospective side dick, but this guy was Captain Fucking America. Money, career, looks, he has it all and I cant get over my envy. I could get her to cheat, but at the end of the day Im still just a kid and he is a man.

That was the last straw, I am fucking done. I know Im not ready to settle down yet but Ive done alot of thinking and that is eventually where I want to be. I want people to see me and think "damn, I wish I could be like him" or "he really has his shit together".

Looks: Not bad, a bit boyish but I have no problem pulling 8s. Higher and my aspergers starts to kill my game. Since I literally need to analyze all of my social interaction, TRP has been helping so much.

Money/career: I grew up poor and worked my ass off to get into college. Im currently broke as fuck working a minimum wage gym desk job. Eventually want to become a doctor, but thats a decade away. I just dont know what I can do in college with no real job experience. Sales? Military? What is something I can do that would help me develop as a man?

Intelligence: Objectively speaking I am likely in the top 5% with very high functioning aspergers. But intelligence doesn't mean shit without experience and work ethic. As it stands, Im just a kid, I dont know shit and my work ethic is not what Id like it to be.

Social status: So busy I spend all my time working or studying. Also moved from out of state and am staying with family at the moment. My only friend is some girl I had a thing with, until I found out she was a famous pornstar (I'm not posting links). But she was cool as hell and I kept her around because she also didn't have any other friends and I was pretty lonely too.

Athletics: Shoring up some injuries. I am working with a specialist to fix this shit and let start to me build a body I am happy with. But I am working on it.

Any advice or thoughts would be appreciated.