Hello, this is my alt account cuz i don't want to involve this too much in the main account. I am a 18 years old boy, and I honestly hate being male. If I had to choose at the start on which gender to be, I would choose to be a girl.

I hate that our lives are inherently worthless compared to women. If you have 1 man and 100 women, the world can repopulate but not vice versa, so women will always be the priority when things go south. They're not conscripted to die in wars.

I hate that most of us aren't born attractive (even this thread by women confirms so that women are naturally better looking the men). Women can be attractive in many types of body, they have much better fat distribution around their body so it's much more forgiving if they're overweight. On the other hand, men have to not only need to be thin but are fit, toned, and tall as well in order for our body to be considered on the radar. So unless you work you're put mountainous effort into improving your appearance or is the 1% that was born with a superior genetic gift, you will never generate the same kind of arousal from women the same way an average man would for average women.

I hate that outside our family, no one will ever care about us. We are just grey blobs of short hair with a suit. Easily replaceable and a nuisance at best. If there was a man crying in the middle of the streets, no one would even dare touch him. If there was a girl crying in the streets, there would at least be somebody to help her. This example goes in many social situations as well.

The only thing I can think of that is a plus as a man is that I am physically stronger than most women. So what? That doesn't mean anything in the modern world. I know I'm rambling on, but this is something I that's really been bugging me. Does anyone else feel this way? Also, I strongly feel like I am not transgender. I don't feel dysphoria and have no desire to transition.