I felt I was a shoe in with my school's group to make a counsel position. I think I fucked up by taking the president's advice and going for 3 different positions which probably split my vote.... I've kept frame about it but it angers me and it makes me feel like I shouldn't put more effort into this organization but stay a member because it will help land me a job when I graduate. I don't know how to go forward I feel like a failure. I really thought I'd win 2 and pick between the two. Obviously overestimated myself.