Avid reader of the information presented here for approximately four years; started reading red pill information at the start of my university education. As time progressed and I began to solidify my understanding of the knowledge/theories presented here and began changing my life. This community has helped me immensely in my journey, so I figured you may be able to offer some additional advice?

Typical blue pill upbringing, dominate and overprotective mother paired with a submissive and highly volatile father.... Turned to video games and porn as refugee durning my adolescence. Fortunately, I was able to begin carving my own path at university. Long story short I recently graduated and I accomplished various things many people would consider "Red Pilled" (I.E. President of Fraternity, STEM degree/good Job, sixpack/deadlift 400+), but I still feel nothing but rage and anger after couple set backs:

  1. Over-invested in one intimate relationship that led to me almost getting trapped with a woman whom I dated for 4+ years when I found out she was cheating on me with one of my former friends AND held over 100K in student loans (I know, I know; I didn't listen to all the values espoused here - romantic soul I guess)
  2. It seems that my mother has squandered most of her earnings and my fathers (this isn't the first time, first was my college fund), causing them to sell the home I grew up in and downsize considerably
  3. Dad's health seems to be teetering due to a variety of reasons (had me at 40)

Ultimately, I am torn between rage and anger - have been for more than a year now. I thought I would have some time to at least enjoy my first post-grad year in my 20s, but now I'm obligated to build up my fallen family and care for my aging parents as I'm the only child.

I just feel nothing but hate towards women and rage at the world. I thought this would fade with time, but the only thing getting better is my deadlift. Ultimately, my question is this: is there a way to find some sort of peace? Or is this anger always there and we just get to decide on where we place it's daily discharge?