I want to make this clear and concise as possible. I am still new to RPT and seeking advice from red pill veterans. I think I already know my answer.

I’m a 22m (not tall) (I have a dgaf attitude most of the time or at least try to fake it) that has just started lifting again as I’ve been out of it for 3 years and lost all aesthetic. I have some good understanding of RPT but have never acted on it like a bible till recently.

Please bare with me as I still have some BP in me. Shit makes me cringe seeing what I write but this is how I better myself right?

I’m not fucking girls at least once a month and the last time I could remember where I spun multiple plates was two summer ago (fuck man)

Met a 7 19f on tinder and we start texting (Only thing is I’m not texting her to fuck). She happens to be a friend of my boy’s gf. Gf tells me that she’s a good girl (which we all know is a lie) we go out on some dates (I pay most of the time, she payed once) and I fuck her a month later in the back of my car. Said she didn’t want to have sex unless I’m her bf, I tell her some shit like that’s what we’re working towards. (Did she Pity fuck me?)

3 weeks pass from that day and we haven’t fucked again because she wants to wait till she’s on BC (which will be the day after Christmas) because BP me wanted to be reckless and take the condom off (I know I shouldn’t be falling trap to having a kid). From this point on we do everything but fuck and considering that school and finals are over by this point I’m guessing she’s not fucking me because she’s fucking other guys with higher SMV. She has strict parents (red flag)?

I’ve noticed some questionable shit since I’ve met this girl and during our last date she was on her phone a lot Snap texting someone and texting her friends. I asked her about it (because we were watching a movie) and she says nothing of it. After me mentioning it she stops.

Now yesterday I called her out on her disrespecting me subtly by moving my tag on a ig picture, she posted a while ago, to the floor. Says she never intended that (bs excuse) as she doesn’t do on the other pics and tries to remedy the problem. I don’t buy it.

Now Christmas time is here. I have no clue wether or not I should give this girl a gift (I don’t want to reward her for bad behavior). I don’t plan on it but doesn’t RPT say to display your wealth or some shit?

It’s fucking stupid how BP I am by being concerned by some shit like this because I don’t have other plates. I refuse to be used by her which I prob already am because maybe that’s her goal. I want to date this girl simply because of the fact that I believe my SMV is higher (I’m prob just over confident) than hers and I can control her but as I’m writing this it would seem to me that I can’t control her.

BP part of me wants to see where this will go because I’ve been told by her friends that shes a “good girl” but RP part of me knows that shit is lie and I haven’t bought into it since the beginning.

(I sound like your typical BP poster right?... fuck man)

I need advice from all angles, please help me TRP

***I know my username is stupid pay no mind that shit will change after this post.