I'm still in contact with my ex, we broke up a year ago. We met 3 days ago up, had a nice day - I maintained frame and flirted heavily just to test the stuff I've learnt here. I imagined that it would be just some kind of test to see how she would react to these new aspects and that I'm fine with it.

She reacted nicely, lot's of kino action from her but no kiss / fuck close, tried it on several occassions.

Fast forward to new years eve, she's on a party and met this dude just this evening - friend told me that they were really into each other and now she updated all her profile pictures with him. I'll give them 1 week until they fuck.

I'm angry at myself because I told myself that it would be okay for me and that I'm over her. But guess what, I'm fucking not and I fucked up again. Hypergamy at it's best. I now blocked and deleted her on all social media. I guess I will never learn it.

How do you guys deal with this kind of stuff? I'm currently seeing different girls, lifting and approaching as well. But I can not quite get over her even when I think I am.

So my question: How do I stop being such a blue billed pussy?