I see the redpill as watered down game. When I say game I am not talking about pick up artist. I am talking about just ways to get yourself out of a bad situation financially, mentally, improve your intellect, or whatever else. I was never redpilled if that is the case. I did have to watch some of their content to gain that motivation to turn into discipline, but that is my own fault for not forgiving myself and not looking inside instead of outside for solutions.

I guess the point of this sub is to help people who take the "redpill" but me I was never redpilled so I don't belong here. Hating on people disgusts me. I am too impersonal to do that. I simply do not care about ideologies or beliefs or "pills". I had to open my eyes to all pills and it makes me cringe being grouped up with people in terms of ideologies.

I am my own self, you should be too. I'm sorry it took you a pill ideology to see that, and I am sorry it took you hating on said pill ideology to not see that. Everything is dualism you have to stay in the center. I'm just glad I figured this out right after high school. Not being in the center makes life boring. Just think about how one side is doing whatever and the other side is hating, that is how I see not being in the center, it's equally boring and strenuous to the mind. It's not selfish, it's realizing mingling in a whole bunch of set ways/hating on said set ways is completely boring and has no meaning. I get you're mad that you let it consume your mind. I thank this sub for helping me reach the center again.