I met this guy online and we talked about what type of relationship we look for, I told him I’m looking for a serious one and he nodded and told me he’d like to visit me (he is 25 from France) . We were 2 months talking and suddenly he started to be cold with me, said he is not ready for long distance (we live two hours apart by plane), so i didn’t believe him but I was okey on stopping meeting him.

After some conversation where we agreed on being friends he told me he was afraid and felt pressure because he would be my first boyfriend (I’m 24 and met a lot of people but I’ve never fallen in love so no boyfriend) … which was like wtf, and then he said “oh so you have meet more people - I’m so sorry to say this but I also thought you were virgin and felt pressure , I also feel ashamed of saying that) WTFFFF

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I am, he thinks I’m not cause I told him he is not the first guy I meet, but like that’s such an ugly statement to say. I felt strange but thank god he has stopped all this. After he thinking I’m not virgin he answered messages fast and said he wanted to keep talking to me. I said yes yes but of course I’m not talking to him ever again.

How can I not feel bad about my decisions in the past? Tbh I only want to date to marry. He is the second guy that says this type of thing…