I'm not much of a technology person..I understand how to set things and use them, but certain things elude me. Such as using that pile of garbage online divorce website and how to answer the petition using online forms...pdfs and such.

I actually had to end up video chatting with STBXW about the stuff so we can.... just proceed with life.

She appears to be, sullen and not taking care of herself, physically or..well at all really..but she never did. It kind of made me sad..but I'm ok.

The 90 day wait starts..and last night was probably the last time I'll have speak with her..and it was on the eve of her and her boyfriends trip out of state (see post history).

I wish things would of been different..but, it took me 3 solid months of ruminating thoughts and pulling apart reality to finally..finally be able to laugh about it. And come to the conclusion that she's a broken person..even though she did me wrong in the worst way..I still love her..and always will.

This divorce will have 0 issues..everything is split and settled..neither of us are asking for anything. No children together. So my 90 days starts today..next weekend I'll be getting a tattoo...my first. I'll be using these 90 to re-invent myself and improve. And try to get out from this rock I've been hiding under for the past 13 years..

Sorry, had to rant.