I reached out to my Insurance to find a support group but all they have this week is women only meetings. I'll have to wait until Saturday for a mixed meeting. There are NO male only meetings to talk about male issues. Depressing and yes, I acknowledge my part in this but I've been gaslit by family, friends, school, and the media to think I deserved it for being a guy.

I'm alone in an abusive relationship with a woman. Some of it is because I was raised by a violent mother and I didn't know there'd flags.