So people will see me as a loser for being held hostage for years and being behind on life. I also get depressed a lot.

I won't ever get married because I can't be intimate. Most women say the right thing but if they find out you were molested they see you as less masculine or broken. They won't date you seriously.

I carry this fear with me now.

The only thing I can do is move on.

The ideas that are being spread all over media and universities are dangerous.