I'm thinking about some of the past dating experiences I have had and am wondering if I am too nice with the girls I date.

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The last girl I dated was going well for a month, I matched her energy. Never double texted, but was maybe too lenient with shit. She drunk called me on July 4th, asking if I could get her, I mean, it was 15 mins from me and I was driving home from the city(i didnt drink) so I was like whatever I'll get her. I figured it was a nice gesture since at that time we talked for 2-3 weeks and saw each other frequently and she said she liked me so in my head I was like...yeah it'll be fun idc I'm down for last minute plans - if my friends hit me up last minute and I was free i"d be like yeah cool. She flopped after we got more intimate and serious, and I have a feeling she was just emotionally unavailable so there was no real winning. I try to turn things into a learning lesson. And I'm thinking if I should have been less available, or told her "no" more, but tbh I feel I was cool with shit. I'm just pretty laid back in general and don't care about shit, I mean she told me multiple times shes going out with friends and I didn't show any jealously(i didnt give a shit) so I don't know what I'm doing wrong, except maybe not being not busy enough? Even though I have a shit ton of stuff on my schedule, I'm also really really good at managing my schedule...and am just down to make time for people cause I just like being out there.

She had some personal issues in her past she opened up to me about and I told her if she needs me I'd be happy to help, just felt like it was a decent gesture and it was after she told me she liked me so I figured it was cool to say it then. I did mean it, I like being thoughtful and romantic but again, maybe it was too early even if she was confessing feelings for me? Another example of me being too nice was our 2nd date we were supposed go to the beach at 10am but she overslept and apologized profusely and asked if we could go at 5pm and I was stoked she did cause I overslept too and didn't have time to get my bike ride in(i prefer getting it done earlier than later) so I said yeah lmao since it ironically worked with me but now thinking about it, it looked too available to her...

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Previous girl I dated, I tried not being me and she got pissed I was so detached and didn't wanna date me and I didn't really care so I walked. Another girl I dated previously before too, I was pretty chill with and didn't really care or anything just went with the flow.

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I don't want to write a novel about my dating history, but I am wondering if next time I date I should just be less available and less emotionally there? Or just be myself, I mean, I feel like I get tons of dates but it never goes anywhere - either I get bored or she's not emotionally available. It's making me think if I gotta take a step back and rethink who I am targeting. Or again, if I need to do something with my own person. I like care but also don't care lol, I feel I need to be having better success here. I'm gonna take some time away from girls and focus on myself, but maybe in a month I'm gonna jump in this shit again full send. Gotta work at picking girls up from the bar, I seem to funny enough to do well with DMing girls(I've gotten a few dates and lays via that) and 1 on 1s but never took someone home from the bar.