I am 184 cm which is about 6'1 , i am attracted to women who are 5'8-5'9 for a very specific reason which i will elaborate later.

My face is above average but not Brad Pitt good, i am taller than the average person but nothing note worthy , i am doing my bachelor's in computer science and will do my masters in a few years so that i get a good stable job but the area where i lack is my dick size , i am not blessed in that area and i have been insecure for a long time.

So the reason I want to be with a tall smart woman is so that my kids are potentially better than me in all aspects, weird i know but i want my kids to be the better version of myself.

I have started going to the gym, learning the piano and watching how to be social vids on YouTube to compensate and become more interesting as a person.

Will i ever have a chance to be a tall smart woman ? I know i shouldn't have such demands seeing what i have but i just want my kids to be extremely confident with themselves.

I might be projecting or being shallow i dont know but this is what I think . Or will the one thing i can't ever change be the reason of never being with someone i described.

This post isn't about sympathy , i just want to know if i have a chance .