I never showed my LTR any sign that what we were was anything serious. I never realised how much i actually wanted her until she walked away from me and now i've fucked up. I know, i'll get over it. But has anyone else had experience of being too aloof and it coming back to bite them? It doesn't help she is going home after college which is hours away and didn't seem up for the Long distance bullshit. Its strange considering she was basically saying she was going to stay here after college due to the price of living back home. Now don't get me wrong, i strongly believe this isn't me spouting utter oneitis nonsense, however, i genuinely had a deep connection with this girl who was my idea of a laid back, understood redpill knowledge kind of girl.

Any advice?

edit: is there a happy medium of using red pill to maintain a healthy relationship with a girl? rather than just having plates? Just fucking girls and then ending my experience, is not something i am totally keen on if i can avoid it. Thanks