I love where I live. She’s moved with me twice now. I would do better alone.

I’ve floated just paying her some money to move out and she’s said “no I don’t want your help.”

It’s clear she’s fighting hard for me to continue to be her beta even though she’s currently nowhere near alphas, she just stays at home all the time.

The thing is, other than my unhappiness and wanting more sex, things are typical, boring, and beta.

Is she just waiting to get pregnant or what? She fights hard against pregnancy but she also voiced the same opinion about me providing for her financially, which I now do. Sounds like plausible deniability on a beta scale lol. But she shouldn’t actually want my kids if I’m beta right?

Fokn halp. I don’t want to fuck this girl over at all, but I can feel my manhood leaving me.