I am overweight and a virgin in my early twenties. I have cold approached beautiful women and they all rejected me, some of them just smiled and walked away. And I see these beautiful women but they never pay attention to me. I see them with guys that are super fit and have great clothes. And I always think to myself that I want to be like those guys, I want to be the one having sex with those beautiful women and looking great like them. Before I would just hate and get angry at women. But now I use that hate and envy as motivation to get myself in the gym, start focusing on making more money and learning new things. I am now able to get up in the morning and go run because of all that hate and envy I have in my heart. I am going full monk mode and going to improve my life, and also recently got a buzz cut to as well. It feels good that I am controlling my negative energy and turning it into something great! Do you guys think it’s fine to use hate and envy as the path to self improvement? Or will this eventually destroy me?