am I the one who refuses to date a 10/10 because my self-esteem is too low? how should i explain it, i feel sorry for her. That such an angel has to bear me and waste her time with me? I always think that she deserves someone better even though I am very well trained and muscular, I got a pretty stable life, homies, hobbys etc. I know it's more of a problem with my mindset. i am not really shy btw, please help me.