I find no solace. I always feel something missing. I spent 6 years cheating death...all kind of bad situations you would rather not imagine.

I want to forget it all and move forward with my life. I have had some success with women. I'm in the Bible belt and have come across this 18-yr old, virgin, Japanese chick.......trying to run away from oneitis here. Until I stumble upon these maxims.

I was looking at the maxims by Illimitable Men.

IM MAXIM #20: “Your mother is the only woman who will love you for you, rather than your power. Corollary: if your mother was a heartless narcissist, you have never known and shall never know a woman’s least conditional love.”

IM MAXIM #21: “If you compare a potential love interest to your mother, your love interest will disappoint you. Corollary: unless your mother was a narcissist, in which case you will get exactly what you expect.”

I am one of the dumbest fucking student you would ever come across. I'm in CS grad school and am fucking horrible at it. I am working on myself a lot. However, right now, I still am too stupid to understand these 2 maxims and make use of them IRL. Would you please help help me comprehend these 2 maxims and how I can use them in my relationships, life.