Me: 5’10”. Caucasian. Blonde. Blue eyes. Style is clean. Jeans. Chukkas/casual shoes. In the winter a black jacket. Face chubby and chubby overall but spread out nicely enough. Hair styled well. No gross beard. Cologne and daily use of a deodorant.

I do believe if I was a great weight then I’d be reaching 9/10.

Just being chubby though makes me doubt it all.

Girls I don’t have physical attraction to I don’t really catch looking. I live in a very diverse city and as a white guy I notice it’s white women looking at me. Style wise we’re in the same league. Tends to be the clean cut girls that I catch.

Some examples.

1) At one uni lab I caught a girl looking at me. I found her very pretty. A year later she spots me at the bus terminal and I catch her gaze as we pass by. The “head forward eyes shifted” gaze.

2) back in an adult school two girls I shared the bus with always gave the vibe of “look who’s here” when I arrived. One girl eventually broke the ice with me on another rainy day by offering her umbrella. I declined that but broke the ice a month later in the winter. She was ready to shake my hand and asked for my name. Besides my girlfriend from high school this was the first time a girl seemed to have interest in getting to know me. I ruined it by being weird and boring but I do believe she had some interest in me. One time at the stop she pulled a long hair from my jacket and said “ooo is this your girlfriend’s” Another time I mentioned “I have a feeling you don’t like me.” She said “what no. Here let’s meet at lunch.” So she did. It was my friend, a female class mate, and the girl. While the girl arrived she was facing me the whole time. My friend and the classmate had their own conversation going on until the classmate left. My friend then leaves to warm up his food. The girl “she likes you.”

“Sorry what do you mean”

She smiled and shrugged.

Like what!?

3) same adult school. Girl who was the confident yet shy type also gave the vibe of “yes he’s here” I found her really pretty and enjoyed the vibes she gave. First class I had with her we were at separate tables gapped by an aisle. One time during a test she was sort of what appeared to be lost. She was just staring at her paper. Pencil on the table. The teacher left for a moment, I look over to the girl and I whisper “so cold in here”. She looks at me with wide eyes “I know!” Then she goes back to her test flips through the pages nervously and somehow has the ability to write something down. In another class she always seemed keen to listen to whatever conversation I had with the teacher. Me and him would always have little things like “right mr [my name]. If he did an equation on the board.” She would always turn around while no one else did and closed mouth smiled when those things happened. Another time while I got to class late she was sipping her coffee and seemed to hold her gaze at me until I passed her. I couldn’t hold the gaze but I took three looks and all times she was looking. Another time she checked her watch as soon as I appeared through the door. Other times include her always facing me when I was spotted far down the hall.

I honestly can’t tell if this is good, no big deal, or them just pulling a a prank.