Before I start, I want to say I am asking about tips on this topic to use in future because there is not many (like %0.1 I guess) black women in my country.

I find black women beautiful, when they have a good body, it is like body of a goddess and I find them elegant, at least they have that look. But I doubt I will be able to meet one, I am a completely white person and I don't want to be racist but I feel nervous when thinking about meeting a black woman in future. I mean most black "woman" (not black girls, women, well dressed and elegant) I see on TV are strong and I may feel weak next to them. Again this is for future, like next year, I will be going to a foreign country for education and want to meet and hang out with a black woman.

Did you have this feeling too? How did you overcome it? This is not just about blacks, this is about the strong woman thing. I mean I love mature women (not as age but as behavior) but I sometimes fear them because I feel weak next to them.