This was originally on a throwaway but i didnt have enough karma to post it so fuck it, dont care anymore.

Ill try to keep this quick. Ive known this chick for 8 months dating for 7. At first it was GREAT, the best sex i ever had, she treated me like a king, I was truly a master in her world. As time went on little things began to happen, small problems here and there that I knew i shouldn’t forgive but somehow I did and it always ended with ME apologizing for being mad and not her apologizing for her actions.

Fast forward to now, months have passed. Months of lies, months of manipulation, months of being told how “crazy” i am or how “untrustful I am. Months of apologizing for her actions. I did it to mysef though, i allowed it to continue. I was and am truly co-dependent.

So now here we are, 2 weeks ago i moved to Florida from Pennsylvania and am in a LDR with this chick and it’s all still the same. This past week she started aomething saying her “amnesia” from when she got in a car accident flared up and she doesnt know me. Said I had to “make her love me again.” Well fuck its hard to do that when you turn me into a shell of the man I used to be.

And now were here tonight, my grandmother passed away about 3 hours ago so I called my gf to talk, to take my mind off it truly. I recieved nothing but artitude and was told I needed to apologize for getting mad at the attitude. ME!?!?

Oh who am i kidding, she had no attitude right? In the world of this princess, shes never wrong, all her exes are abusive assholes, the world is out to get her and i should be lucky she even graces me with her pussy.

So now here I am, in a new state, feeling totally alone and just lost a loved one and my relaionship in the span of 3 hours. I want to end it all. I start a new job wednesday (just being a waiter lol..what a loser) so i guess thats good.

I already am lifting consistently, my diet could be better though. Ive blocked her on all social media and her number. She has a phone on my plan that i shut off and just accept i will have to pay for for the next 16 months.

Idk what im asking of you guys, i just want some advice. Some tough love. Some RP advice on how to become the man i used to be, because i swear believe it or not, 8 months ago, i was one of you.