I was walking to the bus stop and noticed someone I met last year, who I had an interest for. I walk towards the other side of the stop, and look away from. At the corner of my eye, I could tell she was looking, so I take a little glance... and she's looking straight at me with a confused but reassuring look. Hey aren't you so and so. Yeah, aren't you so and so? She's like, oh you remember me? (i wanted to say... i can never forget you ;) ) but i'm like oh yeah, so and so mentioned you. and shes like WHA.. and im like... oh fuck. lol so anyways we continue

We talked for maybe 2 minutes, it was casual and nice. Talking isn't much of a problem, just the entrance and exit is what I hate.

She asks, is that your bus? And I immediately answer yeah it is and quickly get on it, saying a quick bye. But inside my head, I don't want to leave - I could easily wait for her bus which takes me the same route.

I get on. Look towards her, I can see her looking at me with a sad look.

DAMNIT. FOREVER FUCKING ALONE BY MYSELF.