So I was in a pretty good place with women had a few plates I could hit up on a regular basis. I would say I’m like soft 8. So I had a few plates 3 6s. The sixes are we’re on the thicker side with some stomach. I made a Asktrp post about should I be fucking these 6s and what I got was to use that as motivation to self improve to fuck hotter girls. So I did just that I was hitting the gym more, eating a lot more and healthier, doing nofap, meditating everyday, staying on top of my schoolwork. Then HB8 happened at my college. She sucked me off before my class and I face fucked the shit out of her and nutted in her mouth. The week after that she rode me before class she came like 3 times. Then I went to class. After class we fucked in my car and I finally got my nut. When I drop her off at her car I ask her for a kiss kind of a beta move but she kinda just brushed it off. I sent her a Snapchat of when I get home of my pool saying “much needed”. No reply. 2 days later hit her up before class say something like “you wanna hear me fake some more moans before class” because she said I faked them after we fucked. Anyway she says “sorry busy studying” haven’t spoken to her in 2 weeks but have seen her since. She sits behind me in class. Anyone ever since we fucked I had serious oneitis. And since the fuck I haven’t been self improving as much . Yes big rant. Just want you red pillers to bash me so I get my head straight.