Lately I've been in a bit of a slump, due to health issues, losing my job, etc. It's taken a hit in my confidence (especially the health stuff) and my desire to meet women has plummeted (very unlike me). That being said, I decided to go out with some friends to a bar.

Forced Myself To Talk To Everyone

I didn't talk to everyone per say, but I opened more people than I was in the mood for. There was a bachelorette party happening (one older woman, who was the bride to be, and a bunch of hot younger women), so I open the older lady.

We chat for a little bit, but eventually I grow bored and turn back to my friends. At one point everyone from their party got up to go dance except one girl who just sat there. I approached her.

This Girl Was Definitely Into Me

This girl was obviously into me, asking me to dance with her, etc. I do, and try to escalate physically with her, but feel a bit strange as her family is there taking pictures of us dancing (weird.) Regardless, I try to isolate her, and take her over to the bar.

This is Where I Royally Fuck Up

At this point, I'm really forcing myself as I just am so out of state and not my spontaneous self I usually am. I go in interview mode, but yet somehow, she's still into it. At one point it got awkward, and we both kind of ejected (I failed to escalate enough), but later on she drags me back on the dance floor. I dance with her for a little bit before I decide I'm leaving the bar.

Where Is My Passion?

I don't know what it is, I guess I'm battling a mild case of depression right now. I feel detached, crappy about myself, and just uninspired. I know women are checking me out and this girl I was talking/dancing with was cute, but I just couldn't get into it.

I've been in a slump, and have been so out of state as of late, to the point where I'm apathetic about meeting girls. I'm more pissed at myself than anything else, and I know I completely cockblocked myself tonight because this girl was definitely interested in me.

Anyone been here before? How'd you get out of it (unfortunately, "hit the gym" is not applicable due to the health issues... I try to exercise in other ways.)