I been reviewing my [FR]'s and it seems like a huge sticking point for me is failing to escalate and ejecting early for no reason- I been trying to figure this out for a while now, and I think I figured it out.

For some reason, even if I get IOI's, on some level I feel like the girls don't REALLY like me. I realized I felt this way, (this feeling has probably been the factor for me ejecting early) today, I was on a D2 with a girl and I was vibing with her. I rarely go in my head in set, but I was trying to think of what to do next, and then that thought occurred to me- I thought that 'what if she doesn't even like me, what if she's only here to be nice'. I realized I been thinking this for a long time on some unconscious level, it's so weird. I realized I thought it yesterday in some of my sets, I was getting IOI's in all sets but I kept ejecting, I realize its because I didn't feel like they really like me.

After a lot of introspection I realized also that when I was younger (much younger, like 10, 11) I would feel the same way often, I would even ask friends if they REALLY wanted me around. It's like, this had been suppressed my whole life and now its finally surfacing.

Any advice guys?