I always end up writing these things when i come home ,and are slighty drunk, but bear with me:

Just came home fro ma night out. I flirted with plenty of different girls, but most of them just seemed uninterested.

Girl 1: I have talked to her a little. We worked as bartenders a week ago and i took her out for a walk this week. We have been talking and planning on seeing a movie together at my place.

I met her tonight. She didn't recognize me at first, but we talked for awhile, but when i tried to approach and kino, i didn't get any response other than "hesitation", and her coming up with an excuse to leave.

Later, i saw her in the arms of another guy. Not sure i should pursue her by asking her to come watch a movie anyways, but i probably will. No harm in trying.

Girl 2: Old friends sister than i met. we chatted awhile. She was really drunk, but we talked about boys etc. However, just like with #1, when i tried to approach she distanced herself.

Girl 3: This one i came furthest with. We met during the dinner beforehand and talked alot about her interest and her field of study etc. She was really attractive, so i wanted to try my game on her etc.

Afterwards, we went to a middle.party, with maybe 6-7 people, where there were 2-4 guys and 5-6 girls. The girls were all party, but the guys wasn't really up for it. The girls were oin the table, dancing, but i feel extremely uncomfortable dancing so i avoided it. I did however dance a little with this girl, and she let me kino her quite "intimately".

I was dancing behind her, holding her, but when i tried to turn her around towards me and put our foreheads together she smiled/laughed a little at me then turned around again. It might have been because she was rejecting me, or because her friends was there. However, she didn't make any attempt to distance herself further.

Then we went out to the club and i kindof lost her. I didn't want to come of as desperate, so i chatted with a bunch of other people for an hour or two. Then, i saw her in a sofa and went to sit on a table infront of her. I kinoed her legs and took hold of her hand. But i was quite tired after having been up working as a bartender the whole previous night etc.

So i just couldn't figure out what to say, and we ended in this awkward silence with me trying, but failing to break it, until her friends took her off to the dancefloor and i didn't see her again. Didn't even get a number. She was with her friends all the time, so i couldn't get her for myself.

Girls X: I tried to talk to a bunch of other girls, and it went well with some, bad with others. Some girls i chatted with for awhile before i screwed up with some stupid line, like i often do when drunk, it seems. Other girls rejected me as soon as i tried to talk to them.

Overall, i didn't feel good at all. I hate failures and especially myself for failing. I like to think of myself as a pretty good looking guy, which makes rejections much harder to cope with.

Overall, i think my main problem was that i was just trying too hard. That i was actively trying to hook up, despite being so worn out from the previous night, which made my game stiff and choppy. Or perhaps that i chickened out from the chances i had to take them.