This is probably going to sound stupid but I figure that this is the place to ask it. I'm a senior in college - I came here as a freshman not having even kissed a girl. My first two years I made out with a lot of girls, saw some boobs every now and then. It wasn't until second semester sophomore year that I had sex with a girl, who I ended up dating for a year and a half, we broke up this past summer due to personal reasons on my end that were affecting the relationship.

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Most of my friends, especially from home, always talk about how they've slept with 10-15+ girls in college. I've only slept with one, even though we obviously had a lot of sex. For some reason this gets to me and it's the stupidest shit. The thing is, I'm not even a hookup person really as much as I've wanted to be. I enjoy some sort of an emotional connection and I feel weird jut randomly bringing home girls drunk. Plus it's just not realistic that I'm going to sleep with any girls the rest of my time here. I'm in a fraternity that is bottom tier, and my school is so small and socially intertwined that it's usually just not worth the effort and drama will ensue, especially since I have an ex here. It's just frustrating because I'm become a more attractive guy in college and I lift a lot, become more funny/social, but my friends who don't still manage to smash new girls every weekend.

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I'm probably just worrying about stupid shit and other people too much. I feel though like I'm missing out on some part of the "college experience", and that once I graduate it's going to be super hard to ever get laid. How can I just stop worrying about this shit? I want to focus on bettering myself and my depression but this just gets to me too often.