I'm a 19 year old guy and a week or two ago i FINALLY had my first kiss. jeez. Thought it'd never happen. So i just wanted to share my experience, maybe help some of the other guys out there that are stressing about the whole 'i'm so old and i haven't even kissed a girl' situation. Its not technically speaking a field report, but yeah, here goes.

So yeah, i've been vibing with this girl on and off for a few months. I kept running away and breaking it off with her cos i was so scared of the fact that i hadn't even kissed a girl before, and i didn't wanna tell her either. She's around my age, and she isn't a virgin. THAT didn't make things any easier for me. Recently, a close friend of mine passed away and I truly realized how short life is. I had a change in mindset and decided to stop being a little bitch about everything. So long story short, I went to her house and just ended up kissing her. I didn't think about it, it just happened. and i have absolutely NO idea why i stressed so much about something so simple. It's as easy as it looks and I got the hang of it in no time. The best part of it was that she had no clue that it was my first kiss and even told me it was 'better than she could have ever imagined'. WINNING. It made me feel like such a cool cat, and gave me a huge boost in confidence.

To all the guys out there stressing about having your first kiss, stressing about fucking it up etc etc. It's really nothing to worry about and its never too late for anyone. Just get out there and fucking do it. Hope this helps!