Recently turned 21 and my experience with women is pretty much basic if not non-existent. Still a virgin and have only had one 'relationship' which lasted about a month where we didn't do anything sexual past making out.

Over the last few months I've gradually built my confidence, appearance and have started talking to girls more. Though I've built up confidence somewhat I can't help but feel belittled or inferior when the topic of sex comes up be it my peers, friends or even people much younger than me, it makes me feel inadequate that I've gone so many years without actually having sex (especially as a tall, slim, good looking male, though thats irrelevant) and that I actually could have if I made different decisions in the past (again, irrelevant.)

I can't help but have such low self-esteem and feel depressed about it, I get thoughts such as "What woman would want to sleep with a 21 year old virgin?", "If I could just fuck a girl I won't feel so down" and "If I've made it this far who's to say I can change?"

I won't deny that I sound beta and probably am for the most part for letting this affect me and using it as an excuse to not take massive action so to speak. It all seems alien to me, especially when I read FR and see many of the guys have fucked many women and had a lot of relationships before age 20.