I'll start by splitting the story in 2 parts. Before New Year's Eve party and after. So basically 2013 and 2014.

2013: My confidence was sky high (compared to my past self), I was #closing, kissclosing and fclosed a few times. My abundance mentality was high and I was constantly talking to friends/girls/pickups etc.

2014: I didn't go out that often this year, I just got a new job (which is worse than my last one, but I have to keep it for a few months). The winter really got me and it gave me blues.

My abundance mentality hit the ground, i'm barely talking to anyone at all, I barely meet new women at all, when I #close or facebook them, I seem to lose game after while texting (I never had any problems texting before, now it seems that i'm the only one sending texts, but never recieving.)(I also follow a rule, 2 texts/girl and if she doesn't reply, i'll probably try again after 1week or 2weeks or never.), facebook seems like a horrible horrible place to talk to anyone anymore. I hit a dry spell (or whatever guys call it) and seems like I can't even close properly anymore.

There was a text in /r/seduction a few weeks ago that basically scarred me and I will always remember it when talking to girls.

If you can't /close, you're an entertainer!

This summed up my experience in the past days and I feel more and more like the center of the party, but a loner. I'm starting to feel slightly depressed, and i'm losing my focus.

I recently met a girl at work, she is cute and I #closed with her, unfortunately our schedules don't allow us to meet at all (i'm day shift, she is on the night shift) so that got me pretty demoralized also. And also I witnessed how I shat my game over chat.

I'm pretty sure I will Kclose or Fclose again sometime in the near future, but what could I do to fix these winter blues that hit me like a rock? It seems that I energy up only when chatting or talking to someone.

I apologize for the long post, but I felt like I needed to get this off my chest