1. Im going to keep this as short as possible 2. im in a fucking rage writing this 3. sorry for grammar.

When I first started practising game it was a pretty damn decent success, i got hook ups, tonnes of number closes, even got laid for the first time in a year. but ever since that first month its been shit TBH, I usualy wont get a number out of 10 girls I approach (pretty much all daygame as Perth nightclubs suck usualy for game). Firstly I thought it was body language as I always have very tense shoulders, fixed that and it seemed to get abit better, no numbers again but better. Then I thought my confidence was very bad which it was and still isnt perfect but its alot better (for anyone struggling, POWER POSE!!). But now I think iev worked out what alot of it could be.....IM FUCKING PISSED OFF ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!!!!!! My inner game is usualy pretty average but has been getting better, but that counts for shit when your always pissed off. Why im pissed off is due to a number of reasons not usualy due to being rejected (thankfully), take today for example I wake up "OH FUCK I SLEPT THROUGH MY ALARM AGAIN!!!" instantly miss out on morning study, oh well next get to uni 20 min late usualy, but it doesnt help when every cunt on the road does 20kmh under the speed limit!!! and now I fall asleep every 20 seconds due to being excessivley tired as I run 2 jobs, 2 units at uni and live fucking ages from anywere (its over an hour to uni, an hour to pretty much everywere else) so I take no notes or have to redo my scribbles later. Oh well I can still practise game at uni right? WRONG! There are fuck all girls here at this time or anyone really of my age, and im so pissed off that no matter how happy I think i have made myself im pretty sure Im just seathing with hate (6ft, well built, look of "i want to fucking destroy you" probably doesnt go well).

Now that was half the day and only half the things that pissed me off this morning, I wont go on any further to avoid making you piss yourself laughing while you think I have proven the chaos theory so that I can tell you, this is not un common for me.....well recently as in after that first month of game.

When i started the game I was on holiday and was In a good mood alot of the time, then I got toncilits, got reemed in the ase by it for a month, and when I came back I was still ok, I was getting numbers but it always went backwards. I got a couple of numbers, went out with one of them for 3 weeks, then it ended. The next only lasted one date then that was it. Then it barely got through a date, now Iev gotten one number out of 30 girls and she flaked.

Now beleive it or not this is not just the rant of the hulk who just got shot in the face by a tank ten times, im actualy wondering if there is anything I can do to cheer myself up in these situations, as every time iev gone out its been like this for over a month now, and I want it to stop.