So I've been thinking lately about seeing a therapist. I don't have any trauma, or mental health issues, occasionally I get down as all humans do. However, when it comes to the issues I face in my life, I don't like dumping my baggage onto other people, so I refrain from doing so and keep it all inside. I used to have a pretty close group of guy friends but we've drifted apart since they like to just chill and drink beer and eat pizza on Saturdays whereas I'd rather do something more enriching or social. Obviously I can't open up to my LTR about these things either. I want to be a solid foundation for her, I don't want her thinking like I'm some pussy bitch who can't handle life. I want to be there for her to hold onto when she deals with all the emotional shit in her life, I don't want to be the one holding on to her. I handle life pretty well, but there's some things I feel like I'm holding back emotionally, or that I wanna discuss and get insight on but don't really feel like I can with anyone. I'm a pretty emotionally controlled person, I don't really have breakdowns or cry frequently, almost never, but I feel on the verge of one due to holding alot of shit in, and I certainly don't want that to happen when I'm around my girl. Should I seek therapy, maybe once every other week or so? Or should I just man the fuck up and grow a pair?