Long story short: we became great friends, thought are feelings were the same, declaired myself while drunk, she said she only saw me as a friend. I told her we couldnt be friends anymore, she was very sad, so was I. Felt really bad, and decided to talk to her again (because i thought it would make me.feel better), as she said she would be willing to forget and keep on talking. Came back to talking ( not everyday like we used to) told her i needed sometime so things wouldnt feel so weird to me.

I'm currently seeing another girl too, but waiting until the weekend is a pain in the ass

Mostly what makes me sad is that our friendship was really special. She was what i expected to find in a relationship and to me, going to the next level should be something easy, and that she would want it too.

i dont know what i should do. Im moving on but , feel bad from time to time and have normal oneitis feelings (like i feel like she's the girl of my life)

Anything you could say would help me.