Ok so I'm a 22 year old virgin who has nothing going for him in life. I'm lucky in having all the necessities to have a good life but I'm unlucky in the life I've been given in terms of looks and talents. In school I was good with people. I got bullied a little but things changed as time went on and I was actually well liked by the time school ended and I wasn't too socially awkward back then. But I am socially boring. I got no inner game or whatever peeps around here call it.

I am also very obsessed with sex and I like beat myself 10 times a day because I just can't think about it and then I think about how I am a loser and how literally any girl who's settling with me is ultimately settling for less than what they should have. I got no ambition, no future, no redeeming qualities and I still borrow money from my mum from time to time. Sometimes I just wish I never woke up another day because everything is so disappointing because I'm one big disappointment.

And it just seems like it'll take too long for me change. I am not love even looking for serious relationships but I just want someone who's as horny as I am to fuck around a bit. Life sucks.