21 M. Kissless virgin with a history of repeated oneitises.

Most people seem to have a certain "type". For example I mostly like " sweet" girls. Blonde and blue eyed. Short. Sweet voice and shy. Most of the girls I have been attracted to were like that. After many failed and costly run-ins with that type I think that it might not be for me.

This has brought me to a situation where I don't know what I want anymore. I am also trying to accept the fact that women will play games, will be more receptive to being treated less than nice and will use bullshit excuses for most things. These tendencies disgust me and I have lost any drive I once had.

However I do realise giving up and sulking is not the solution but I can't bring myself to do anything. And if I did I don't know what. I want to give up my pursuit of "sweet" girls but have a preconception that "bitchy" and "slutty" girls wouldn't go for a guy like me as I am not that fit and am older looking. I also tend to give off a vibe that says I am far more serious than I really am.