I know I know, normally people who say that they are good with girls are the ones who get less (well atleast that's what all my friends say, I don't belive that but just in case I'll place it there.) but anyways, I don't have any AA whatsoever, I actually like to mess around with girls when I'm in parties just to see their reactions and pretty much just have fun with them. Do some kino, escalate a bit, play with them, be mysterious, etc.. But I don't know why but I just can't get to do "that move". I did a post about how I met a girl and screwed it by not doing a move when we did some netflix and chill but miraculously she texted me back a few days later like nothing and said that we should do something in the weekend so I'll see if I can save that.

But I need help fellas.. Everytime I tell myself, "ok, she is coming over, gonna go full alpha mode". I can't, I pussy out and just stay there talking all day until she leaves.. Is it because I put her in a pedestal? perspective? I don't know.. There has been a few times in which I did go for the kiss and ended up in bed, and I try using that as encouragement, you know.. the whole "If you could do it before, why not now? you got this" type of thing but then, I get blocked and just sit there. Doing everything I said I wouldn't, I do admit that it is because I overthink things alot and yes, when I think about doing a move like that I tell to myself "what is she going to think if I do that?" a certain level of insecurity just steps in waving at me like he just came home from work.. I just hate that even though I KNOW what's going on, something blocks me. I'm not desperate, I know I can improve but man, feels bad you know?

It's like if I was afraid of success...

Thanks people :)