I seem to do okay drawing attraction initially, but I can't seem to hold it. Outwardly I feel like I'm doing everything this sub has told me to do, but somehow I'm still falling short.

For instance, I met a girl at a bar last Saturday, we flirted all night and by the end of it she invited me over to her place. We fooled around doing 2nd base type stuff but when I went to undo her jeans I got LMR'd. We continued fooling around and I tried other stuff but didn't get anywhere.

Anyway the next morning I got her number and texted her if she wanted to go out that week. She said yes but on the day of she claimed she had forgotten about a friend's birthday party she had to go to. She said she still wanted to meet and we continued texting through the night, but it didn't happen. The next morning she apologized about it and we continued to text for a bit. Both of us are now out of town for the holidays so I asked if she'd mind if I called her sometime, to which she responded "I would love that!" Yesterday she texted me Merry Christmas in the morning and later in the day asked how I was doing. I texted back saying I was good and if she had any free time to talk.

Since then, I've got nothing. I finally texted her again tonight asking if she had a good Christmas and what her plans were the next few days. Haven't gotten a response of course, and now I'm sitting here typing this preparing for you all to tell me the 100 ways I fucked up and how it's all over.

Now, I can certainly accept that in this case, but this pattern has played itself out too many times. The only girls who've expressed interest in seeing me again are ones that I'm not really attracted to. I've read Models, I've followed this sub for 6 months reading this shit daily, and yet this still happens every single fucking time.