So seddit. I just fucked by far the most gorgeous girl I've ever kissed let alone fucked. I was suppose to go on a day 2 with a girl tonight. Girl flaked and said she was sick. I had a couple.numbers I had just gotten from a edm show about a week ago. Including this hb9 and a couple other 7's. The hb9 girl turned out to be a 29 year old mom who had just dropped her kid off for the week and had no plans for the night. Met her at a bar close to her place. Conversation went well at the start. This girl was so fucking hot compared to the other girls I normally date. I was so nervous.. We ordered appitizers and I shit you not guys. I ate 3 fries. I then felt like I was going to puke I was so nervous. She called me out on it and I just owned up to it. It was fucked.I felt like I wasn't acting nervous, as in I was cracking jokes and I made her laugh a few times which I normally struggle with. I was so unattached from the outcome but for some reason sooo nervous.... There was just this huge pit of nervousness in my chest for some reason. This is coming from a guy who goes on 5-7 Dates a week consistently. Gaming about 6-8 girls right now.( no real standouts but some really cute awesome chicks)

Anyways the convo went well. As I was saying I tried so hard to keep eye contact. And at times she would hold it for like 8+ seconds which is hard to maintain for that long... The conversation ended up turning sexual which is sooo important as far as getting sexual tension going and it's just a fun topic to talk about. So at the end. I was like. "So how about that massage" with a cheeky grin on my face. Previously I mentioned that I'm great at massages(I really have no clue wtf I'm doing I've just done it a shit ton and have practice I guess?)

So I drove her back to my place. We were overlooking the view out back when I just went for the kiss. Went in90%. She smiles. Says "oh hi". And we chat and continue to make out. I then proceeded to rail her. I told her about all my other girls and she seemed intrigued lol. We already came to the conclusion neither of us are looking for a relationship so it was an interesting experiance telling her about the rest of the girls lmao.

Things I learned+tips:

when something goes wrong it can pave to the way for something to go amazingly right unexpectedly.

Always get numbers and have abundance.

Logistics are so important. Stay sober and have a car and a clean apartment close by. Best logistics possible.

Eye contact is so fucking important. It's an art I swear.. Lol

Had to get this off my chest. Thanks for all the help seddit. Without you I would still be a betafaggot fapping every night like i did for YEARS. Im 26