Classic oneitis for you here. I've know this girl since I was 12. Lots of history but I'll give you the basics . Always sexual tension, could of fucked her few years ago didn't because she was drunk. Morals got in the way because I kinda wanna be nice to this girl and I knows killing my game with her. Even when I was red pill before I knew it, I couldn't do it with this girl.

I just moved back to my home town and haven't really spoken much to her while been out of town. She messages me knowing I'm back in town. I didn't mess about, texts for your consideration

Her : You enjoying been home? X (I didn't text back was with a plate)

Two days later (tonight)

Her : oi you!

Me : oi yourself, what's up?

Her : Ignorant man you

Me : Stop getting all angry. Thursday or Friday I can do, when ya free?

Her : I'm always angry! I'm at work all week. I have a week off after Tuesday next week though ?

Me : Well after work, what wrong with ya old women. Finish work, freshen up and we'll go out

Her : I don't finish till gone 9 though :-( maybe Friday then I'm of Saturday x

Me : Friday it is. I wanted to go see that boyhood you seen it advertised? But it's not on In (our town) for some reason. We'll go have a game of bowling and ya can show me your new house, don't wanna keep you out to late or you'll get cranky.

Her : Maybe save bowling till next Friday when I get paid could do a meal and bowling or something :) but can come here after I finished work this Friday x

(I didn't text her back because I was busy) 40 minutes later (just now)

Her : I want a house warming gift though haribos will do

I just want thoughts, advice and how to stop been a pussy with this girl. I'm happy with my other red pill self but our history and friendship just fucking does something to me.

I haven't texted her back yet so I'm opened to suggestions. Is she just begging for me to be my normal Alpha self?