Not gonna get too into it but For many reasons and because of bad experiences, I spent the last four to five years with the mindset that women = sex. Not saying I got laid a lot , i just had this mindset for a while which led to asshole behavior like flaking and ghosting women, which ironically prevent me from getting laid or forming relationships

I wanna say porn had a role, so did past relationships, though the reason doesn't matter. But after many years ive finally come to the honest realization that I've been an asshole who's been his own worst enemy.

Don't know why I'm sharing, it just feels good and necessary for change for me to come out and say it