So, I'm going to start off by saying that I have become a complete chode. I haven't gone out in God knows how long, and I haven't gotten laid in over 2 years. I'm a fucking born again virgin and it's killing me. I have developed some shit form of social anxiety where I blush and sweat; and I have no idea how to control/fix it. I need a complete paradigm shift to where I no longer feel like a fucking degenerate. I am going on vacation in a few days - to Europe to be exact. I am crazy excited, yet nervous that my anxiety will prevent me from taking full advantage of the trip. I am really looking to game like a mad man, and maybe even get laid. I need to violent shake myself out of this comfort zone that I have been lingering in for far too long. I live in NYC ( well, really close to it ), so I'm thinking maybe I can go out and daygame for a full day before I leave. I am not a crazy noob when it comes to approaching women, but I have to be in the right state of mind ( which I'm never in anymore ). Also, my conversations with women are really boring - I have no idea how to spice things up and take things to the next level without sounding like a buffoon. Can anyone link me any solid resources that can help me out? I am really looking for any tips / advice on my sweating problem, conversation skills ... anything! Thanks guys.

P.S: If anyone is looking to game in NYC this Thursday, PM me - I don't care what level you're at, age etc. Would be cool to have a wing. Also, if anyone is from Europe and would like to game, PM me! I'll be in London, Paris, and Italy over the course of next week.