Hey, I want to make this quick and simple: M:23:F20. I was dating a girl, we both had a imaginary relationship from disney and it was "Magical" for 6 months. I committed to her after about 3 months and the sex slowly started to fade/be not as great. She made some sacrifices to go to college near me and I moved her into my place. Shit got rocky really quick when she was living with me. Shit test everywhere and my insecurities (jealousy) pulled my down. I tried to change her feminist ways and mold her into my image but it might of been to late. I then read a lot of TRP, got a threesome with her and her bff. I then began TRP therapy to "fix it" but was working to hard to make ends meet; the changes in her to be consistent.

Now fast forward a few months and after 1 year LTR, I broke up with her and said "I need time to think". She moved her stuff out (was already planing to move out back to parents) but stated around and even offerd me sex to witch I rejected. She waited and wanted to know "where we stand". She drunk texted and I did not care and barely replied for a week. Today she came over, I pretended to be happy (nervous as fuck) and we just made out. We then had sex but it was half passionate as she was confused as to where this is going. We had an a bit of an argument, but it lead to the ultimate question "What do you want?" with that I told that I "just want to have fun, nothing serious, non-committed relationship", she "ok'd" and after another few sentences to "confirm" she then put my hand on her pussy and told me to fuck it. The sex was crazy, unbelievable, almost unreal, but I'm not sure if passionate. I then applied amused mastery and asked her to stay, she was considering it but she had to go as her parents are obnoxious and religious (bed at 11). She left on a good vibe.

For 2-3 months I was struggling to make things better, apply TRP and now after a week of "brake-up" I told her the answer she was looking for, she even send me a nice message after:

F: Thanks for taking the time. I'll get my things out soon, will let you know and I will have your shirt back to you as soon as I can. Goodnight, get better (I'm a bit sick, she even made me tea before she left).

She seemed happy, exited, kinda like a brick just fell of her chest. But I feel kinda hurt, like it's never going to be the same again. I don't know how to explain it but It was fun in a relationship, I suppose I felt secure as she heavily invested after the brake up. I knew I was a bit to young to have a LTR. I wanted to go and explore other girls. But I don't really know what to do next, and I'm not even sure my self now where I stand, what she's going to do, etc..

Anyone can share a bit of info on this ?