So I had quite a traumatic childhood because of my parents which has created self esteem issues, people pleasing, validation, emotional suppressions, poor boundaries and inability to identify and communicate my feelings. I’m also extremely scared of being abandonment and have survived by breadcrum relationships and friendships because I don’t wanna be alone and feel lonely.

All these things affect my behaviour and world view while interacting with potential women and even authority figures at work. I’ve been to therapy but nothing as such has solved this for me.

Has anyone been through this? How did you recover or find a way around it?