Okay so I've had a rather good week. On Wednesday I met this really cute girl at the train station and laid some crazy game 😭. I would give details but I'm less likely to get responses if my post is too long.

In any case the girl in question is really into me and is currently in the process of moving to a nearby neighbourhood. She's encountering issues with her move which I lowkey expected tbh but it's still a bummer. I was going to take her out later tonight but that's kinda hanging in the Balance and would actually prefer to see her next week with less stress.

Even so last night (which feels like today because my friends came to crash at my place at 4 and I haven't gone back to sleep since) on my way to get food I met 2 other cute girls. The first girl I'm not really expecting anything because we only really spoke for like 3 minutes or so walking to her place but she did write her number down for me. The text has 1 tick so you know that's a bust 😂.

The second, and more important girl I ended up meeting at the KFC. She was standing behind me in the line and when I saw her I immediately opened 😂. I rizzed quite welll, not as well as the Wednesday girl but it was a good interaction. I had left my phone at home to charge so I gave her my number instead. I eventually walked her home and it was only after there was some distance between us that I saw just how insane her body is 😩😩. Like oh my god 😩 how can a girl that slim be that caked up?! You know what, let's not get into it 😂.

I live in a student area and only really started going out once everyone had left, but now that everyone's coming back I'm seeing more and more opportunities to talk to girls. Truthfully I am abysmal at talking to girls in clubs and shit but I'm quite good at daygame. The only reason I even night game was to my make my game more rounded but I'm failing to see the value personally.

I'm a good conversationalist but that's worth nothing in a night club. I don't drink nor smoke so I don't get the appeal of inebriation, it neither gives me dutch courage nor makes me feel good. Hell my game is worse with alcohol than without it. The girls are more open to getting pulled but I get strange looks when I open from time to time. The few times when girls open me and seem interested I routinely fumble because I don't have the courage nor ability to escalate. Idk the environment just makes things difficult.

If I'm being honest I'm just shit at it. The environment tends to overwhelm me and I just end up being stiff. I'm still socially retarded so reading social cues in a loud environment just isn't my forte. I do also get icked out by some of the girls in clubs. Just night game in general is something I've seen minimal progress in and I'm struggling to see the value. The pros are "I could have sex" and what else? Is that really it?

I'm considering scrapping night game altogether and just day gaming, collecting numbers, meeting up etc. I'm at a disasvantage when it comes to these student gents because they can actually rizz up these huns in and out of campus and can actually form strong social circles. As a non-student it's hard to replicate that but I am in a stronger financial position if that's worth anything. I may be 26 but I do look like I'm in my early twenties instead of mid so it's not so weird.

Having written out this post I think i've come to my conclusion but I'd still appreciate your input. I think I can form social circles as I can befriend the guys at 5 a side football and sort of get plugged into everything. I might revisit night game later on like when I move to germany. I'll admit I LOVE club outfits 😍😍 the girls don't really dress like that over here though do idk maybe later.