I'm still in high school so that might be the reason, but many of the relationships I see in friends and a reason to why I was deeply blue pill before was that girls seem to be together with guys who provide for them, but still seem to love them unquestionably. The real Disney thing. For instance in my class, this guy who is performing great in school is together with the HB in the class. He is definitely not alpha, he's on the verge to being socialistic and is very much of a feminist believer, to such a degree that he defends it like his baby (this is sadly the case for most of people I know). He doesn't lift heavily and dresses ok but nothing special. The GF told me before I found the red pill that she loves him for being so kind, and she loves the whole experience with him, his family, yadda yadda, and she gets the butterflies when she sees him. He always helps her with homework and they cuddle up like pigs in school. Disgusting really. My friend who is better friends with him told me they hadn't had sex 3 months into the relationship. Pretty fucked up since she isn't a virgin either, and the guy she lost it with was really alpha. So, the real question, are some girls so brainwashed that they can actually love their provider, romantically? Or is it just about age and maturity, or am I just not seeing his alpha status?

Should be added that yes, I had oneitis for her and actually made her get him (ironically) when I noticed their what seemed like fling, but turned out to be a pretty big thing. I ignore her since finding this place and realizing she does not respect me at all.