Past few months I’ve been a provider for my ex that I used to bang and pretty much would go on dates now and she WOULDNT fuck me, saying it felt “uncomfortable” .. she wasnt attracted to the providing bitch I was being. I originally won her over at a bar - she was talking to some bozo and after some eye contact with her I just grabbed her arm and we hit the dance floor and fucked in the car after.

Point is - god damn its easy to go soft and beta but thank god for the reevaluating I see here. Back to treating her politely like shit which she is more receptive to(its fucking crazy)