You're fucked if you're quiet and have anxiety. Maybe you can get by if you're a charming intelligent introvert, but forget it if you're just an anxious and weak guy.

I don't know what to do. I only have a few friends and I'm really trying to make more. The problem is it's not that fucking easy if you're not outgoing by nature. I can try joining clubs to meet new people, but because I don't have a very strong desire to socialize I'll come off as awkward and nobody is going to be friends with me anyway.

I feel so far behind. I started working at a new job and everyone there is so fucking social and funny. There not in their heads awkwardly standing in the corner. Their enjoying themselves. They have no idea how easy they have it.

Being able to socialize is also really fucking important because even if you're not a component individual, being charming will mean people will like you anyway.

I feel like such a loser.