Ever since I left highschool, everybody I meet in my daily life are ALL male. This makes it very hard for me to have social contact with females.

I then got really lucky to get in toch with a girl a littlebit over a year ago. A friend of mine introduced each other. I was so nervous at the beginning because I really really really didnt want to blow my chances. So I made it work by learning lots of information from this sub reddit. I eventually had my first girlfriend at 18. Lots of sex, lots of love, lasted 3 months when she ended it and COULDNT tell why. (I believe I got too clingy, lesson learned) I was grateful for the experience, but as time passed, I got more and more upset because I was CRAVING intimacy again. Not exactly sex (even though it is extremely intimate) but als just cuddeling and kissing and touching and talking and stuff like that.

It got so bad that I felt physical pain in my stomach. All my friends hooking up with girls while I am left with nobody. No one too meet. No one to learn from. No one to build my confidence with. No one to feel comfortable with.

So last saturday, me and a couple friends had a party. One of my friends decided to bring some girls with him. Suprisingly enough, I was one of the most charismatic guys when we all met (I was horribly nervous the days before but I really got into the moment when we all met) during the party we all got a bit tipsy and we had a great party. Until one of the girls started to show me that she liked being cuddled with. Now this is exactly what I've been craving for. So I went in with it. We cuddled and hugged and this eventually led to sex later that night. The next morning we still cuddled and talked. Now I am snapchatting with her and were probably gonna see each other next saturday.

During our intimate session I literally felt my heart filling up with love. I really really needed this. I have some kind of depression and I deal with some emotional issues and anxiety and this helped so much. I feel so good!!!

And the reason why I am telling you guys this is because I wanna say one thing: THANK YOU! Without this sub I dont think I wouldve had the same succes with these 2 girls I mentioned. The first one became my girlfriend and the second one is showing mutual interest as well. If I've never learned on how to talk, how to touch, when to touch, how to show interest, how to have a good body language, what are turn ons, what are turn offs, etc etc I would never had this succes rate.

All I can say is, thank you!

Ps: also think that I've learned these things from dreams. I've had so many dreams where I seduced girls (these fucking suck waking up from them). I had dreams where I did stuff that girls liked but also dreams where I did stuff that girls didnt like and strangely enough, these dreams were realistic enough that doing the same thing in real life led to the same outcome.