Some weeks ago I asked this sub whether or not I should fuck my study buddy. She's smart and really helps my grades. However, she's a total butter face and I'd never date her. The other issue is that logistically, I cannot see other girls. It's a matter of logistics, so I don't want any unhelpful advice telling me to go smash other girls. Believe me if I logistically could, I would.

Despite multiple people here telling me not to, I fucked her anyway. We've been having sex since then with varying degrees of intense LMR every time. She's very conservative and doesn't like the idea of having sex with someone she's not in a relationship with. So instead of being initially harder to seduce and then easier as we hooked up more, it was the opposite.

Today, I got really sexually frustrated. She was on her period and for the umpteenth time she told me "I hate you" and "we're not having sex". I've broken through this LMR before when she wasn't on her period. And I have no qualms about fucking a girl on her period, but she is really uncomfortable with it so I wasn't going to push it.

Anyway today she really pissed me off. She's the only girl I can fuck right now and so I was blinded by horny-ness and frustration. We had "the talk" and I had no frame whatsoever. She knows I won't commit and I left her place obviously angry. I've played it cool before but today I just broke.

Ideally we would continue to be study buddies and fuck. However, I don't know if I want to go back to having a platonic relationship. She fucking always gives me IOI's and I escalate, get our shirts off, and then the bullshit starts. I know if I accept a platonic relationship, the IOI's won't stop and that makes me angrier.

I know she's looking for a boyfriend hard and feels like sleeping with me messes up her chances of finding one. Also we have two classes together next semester so there's that.

I'm considering going nuclear and having a talk with her tomorrow and laying it out in plain English. "I value our studying relationship. I think it really benefits both of us. I also like having sex together. We both have fun. It's true I'm not going to be your boyfriend but..." The problem is I don't know what I want. I don't know if the study buddy relationship is worth the "not having sex" part.

Fuck I don't even have a question.

How do I restore the study buddy + fuck buddy dynamic with this girl?