I am akward in public. I tried to go out today about my business at school and to the store while making eye contact with women and trying hard to not look away. At first it was difficult and make excuses like "she's too old" or some random shallow thing, but by the end of the day I felt liberating to look at people and have them look away.

It feels so empowering to be like "yeah I'm looking at you, so what? What's going on here?" and having other people look away was almost funny to me. I tried to go out there and make a game out of it and god damn it felt amazing. I didn't go out with the intention of picking up, but I felt like if I wanted to I probably could of. I feel on top of the world and dare I say "Alpha."

Just thought I'd throw this out there, I know it's been said time and time again but I would have never thought something so simple could make such a difference.

E: should have mentioned I had recently received good news and was feeling happy. I did this little thing with a slight grin and would do that upward nod thing that says "hey." I was not out there with malicious intent and trying to freak people out.